Tuesday, April 25, 2006
hmm today..met madam tan n wenjie for lunch...had sakura at tampines safra...but it was quite fun chatting ard..madam tan gave me a hand made birthday card was really nice.....thanking her very much...haha...
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grandma juz drop by my house juz now to collect letter of my dad.....think somehow or others she getting super worried well..... mum was angry juz now...cause say me n my brother useless cause we not worried abt dad n dun care abt him....well i dun really care much...anyway...mum reply her that we r more close to my grandma more than my dad...cause all my dad does is come back once in awhile n give us soem cash to spend tat all...he didn't do anything much though...it was very sad though haiz...my grandma almost burst out in tears..tat wat my mum say la...but i also dun noe la....hmm...haiz...well actually i can guess something happen to my dad liaoz la...or else so long liaoz no news from him from africa is really ...very suspicious....but hmm...like i say m i really heartless...hmm.....my grandma made me n my bro sound so worthless...well i haf nth to say..i talk to my dad or maybe c him like only 3 times a yr or even before he divorced with me mum..i dun even c him at home most of the time...sianz...maybe tat y i dun really miss him...or it my personaltity...hmm......well sad ba....well some time i really thinking i have no one to talk to ... or maybe is i think too much dont really wish to tell anyone...but...haiz...i can guess i am a very sad guy...well in not tat way ba...i still feel lonely sometime though it rather tough to find a frenz to go out some time...well maybe i like seet like choosing frenz some time...hahaha.....i'm realyl glad i met eliza though....she a great friend..i feel comfortable talking to her i think she feels the same way...haha....it really nice to have a good listener some time..hmm...well like i say i'm a sad guy y....hmm...i like hearing sad song....sad song is nice...that y some korea song r nice....heehee...welli think i got two side.....haha...when i with ppl of frenz or family...well i laugh alot...smile alot....nvr angry..tat y they say i very cheerful ba......well n they say watever they like i also wont angry de...well but when i alone...well i'm a total diff ppl ba...dun smile dun nth de...juz like blank look on my face....well...tat the time i think alot i think....tat the time i think of stuff all the time is something not happy....well...i juz wish ba..sometime...someone who really understand truely appear...maybe that the time i will change..well like i say sometime...only someone who experience sad things can understand how other ppl feel n help them ba...haiz..next time ba...
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
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