Wednesday, August 30, 2006
de nth to do post comment abt others...
todae sch so boring...dun noe y
hui2 so sad...sad2....dun sad le....u liek veri quiet from wat shell shell say...relax okie...can dun kip callign me study hard...i dun like to study u noe tat...study is not in my dictionary...i juz be in sch for de sake of my mum onli...i dun like sch aniwae...so pls do me a favor relax ok...dun like yesterday...michelle say u quiet like hell..n take care le....
ahhh....class so bored....now ...todae whole day liek doing nth i' m tired liek hell...todae come in class squeeze shafiq leon ray nehx nehx...wakaka...dey sscold me crazy*cry* i tell mummy dey bully me...heeeeeheee....aniwae....time pass fast i will be handing in my project next week...i hope i can make it in time...i dont wan disappoint my other grp members....making others say is not part of me...neither is it in my dictionary...aspiring n trying to be happy is part of my philosphy of life....oblivious to ppl n stuff ard me is juz sumthing i'm not able to do...well....soon i hope ...i make it to poly den maybe den life will change...but den...will i meet hui2 shuling jac eames dey all if we go poly...i'm sure we will be in diff sch den..cause all of dem wants go ngee ann poly...
nvm i guess i wont be forgotten by dem...i hope...aniwae...knowing
khaiz...one of deir classmate in bedok is great too...his word of encouragement help me alot...but well....i cant change overnight...i haf a tough personality...hard to change....but really i appreciate de time u chat with me....well hope i dun irritate u....take care okie dun sad le.....
ah
dear....well which is no more ah dear....hmm....missing u...well i m...but it juz de feeling not as it use to be alreadi from de moment u broke my heart....really sad...aniwae...well ur a gd girl...hope u take care okie...be happie with de guy...dun bother lying to me animore...well i wont accept it...aniwae...hmm maybe in future when we meet again....maybe sum day...den when i grow more mature to thinking wise....dat when de time we will be great frenzs again
shell shell ah shell shell....hee...ur such a great great frenz...so lame so funnie so ass.....donkie...wakak...from wat hui2 say...she a dumb ass big head super black monkie...think kana burn by fire...got chao ta smell on u...lol...jking only....heee true to say...very obvious u like all ur shen shen except no.3 and no.4..wakaka.....dat time at airport i seen ur no.2 shen shen also...very nice...she a great person...can c...haha..so fun friendly...no wonder u like her...haha..aniwae....i cn understand y u dun liek ur parents sumtimes...cause...dey quarrel alot n threatened each other of stuff....well dis kind of stuff...sumtimes we got to understand....its juz hard to avoid...sumtimes show dem a bit more care n concern n show dem u r very independent....den maybe dey will let u loose abit...u can go out freely more....heeehee..normally parents r more worry over daughter den son.......so dun mind if u stay out late dey angry....
jac ah jac...u also ah..dun sad...okie...noe u n danny together u not happi...but take care of ur health also...if u really cannot tahan le voice out to him okie...dun stress urself with it...u look stress n sad most of de times...alwaes lost in ur own thoughts...take care rest well..drink more water eat well n take care again....
hay hay...i'm commenting abt u again...ahha...after noeing u for long....u r still de best of my best frenz...heehee....nth has change so gd...maybe it cause of affinity..yuan....tat we two became best frenzs...cause we seldom talk to each other much in sch yet we still become de best...haha....maybe our personality matches dat y we can chat with each other so easily..although dere r times we not happy with each other....we can easily solve de problems...haha...tat so lucky...so all de best for ur exam okie..u got time den tell me ...i ask u out for dinner again...heehee...
eames n shuling....hahha......u two r so cute haha....so nice...to noe u two...cute couple...heheee...i wan squeeze eames nehx nehx...but cannot...*cry* shuling will squeeze till i die....heehee not fun i tell mummy =X....haha...take care
xiao mei mei...dun look so stress okie...relax abit on autocad n drawing...when u serious veri scary...haha...but i nto scared can disturb u ...haha....very nice got time...share share comic okie...den got time we go sentosa again...ahhaa
SPECIAL THX TO
WILLIS and JIALI...my saviour....finally my project can finish ahaha..thx..i hope i can finish it by dis week or else die...alamak..so try make urself available on fridae saturday or sunday ok willis....
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Monday, August 28, 2006
todae...finally presentation for ocs trip fast ah...super fun de presentation todae...heheee....i let de pic do the talking ba..i lazy talk..lol...
hee so much fun...it was presented by isk mc of de day..super nice...shawn presentation is gd siak...his so gd at talking n playing with words...gd...bagus...aniwae...after tat tea reception...den funni...all ppl running to food like 7 month hantu..scary...one turn food all gone...fast siak...aniwae...is oki...doesnt affect me...wanted eat with hui2 dey all juz now.,..but later lost interest...cause waited too long but nvm...nite le...means day passing..my project i haven do die...hu noe visual basic encryption can save me ty...next week muz hand in project ganbette to myself...
Monday, August 28, 2006
Sunday, August 27, 2006
wakaka....went out on saturday afternoon12 pm den reach home at sunday 7 am...
lol...tat my schedule yesterday n today...haha...
SATURDAY
12pm-1pm badminton with jac n michelle n hui
1pm-3pm tampines with jac michelle n hui
3pm-7pm orchard with jac michelle... hui went off at 5 den came qiaomei
7pm-8pm parkway parade with jac..michelle n qiaomei went off home
8pm-12am eastcoast with jac to join my bridge club for bbq walk to de pit was terrible pit 17c to 54 e my leg almsot break
SUNDAY
12am-1am still at eastcoast waiting for sum ass monkie n an
1am-3am at pasir ris downtown east cause sum ass monkie call us go over instead find her n an...den we chat all de way..at downtown east cause..hui having chalet with her frenz we go accompany her...was bored lol....n tiring...went to park
3am-4am i think we still at park walking walking...bored...
4am-6am slping at her frenz chalet...cause tired le....den left at 6am...hui2 n an damn hard to wake up alamal...i almost pillow whack dem...
6am-7am on cab on way home...reach home say byebye to dem...shower slp...
7am-4pm slping...
4pm-5pm dinner
5pm-6pm pc
6pm-7pm dinner
7pm-10pm pc....lol....tired nvr go out le...lol.
den now all de way chatting on msn with frenz...khaiz....so ncie to chat with him...haha...now hay buzi with exam so i try not disturb her lala....aniawe....did i mention i bought new jacket le...puma de...lala...yeah...gdy...tmr actual presentation...
hope everything goes right..haha...aniwae...nid reach bedok at 10 am..abit rush...lol...hope i dun late..haha...presentation at 3 pm ..haha....goody...good luck to myself...
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Thursday, August 24, 2006
heehee....24 august le.....finally my exam coming soon...13 sep....nice2....BAGUS.....wakaka....aniwae....yesterday tennis session...i tired but still got to go...funni...go le...de members...say...wow...c de v-cap finally attend le.....lol...funni siak...so missing from tennis one month is realyl alot...kena *suan* by members....but aniwae...is okie...not really in de mood to play tennis also....tired...haha....well todae whole day sch quite nice....squeezing abg nehx nehx n shafiq one...wakaka.....i'm such a big bully oops...but nice2 todae...sunny finally finish his sys admin notes le chap 10 finish...yeah2....i happie le...no nid hear him talk crap in class...but still dere still de project...haiz...got 3 or 4 cant rmb...i haven hand in ani yet...de...case study for router.....encryption vb....wireless lan...oo only 3...tiga............lalal....GEREK SIAK...wakaak....tmr will be nice will be going over to bedok again..i wan squeeze an nehx nehx...wakaka....later hui2 kill me*mati* oops....sorrie.....heehee....well....hope tmr decoration will be fun...finally presentation is on monday....so fast...nid take leave form again..so sad....will miss wireless tech n thinking skill lesson...haiz..but is ok.....presentation important also...both important is me choosing...but de presentation is compulosry important...lagi lagi mux go....haha....well......hope i slp well tonite...heee.....
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Saturday, August 19, 2006
aniwae....now i'm at willis house dey r playing manjong...i'm alone using msn..well cause is i dun feel like playing...talking to khaiz...on msn...cause nth much to do...go home also bored....currently gong finishing soon..got to borrow....from jac...den coming tuesday got meeting again....tired...9 am nid reach bedok.....haiz...tmr will be meeting hali again....dis time with a few others...officially meeting....for tennis ...after so long.....aniwae...it abit bored....i been meeting hali for every sunday....tiring nid kip going out....haiz.....my bro will be going back to camp again on monday...i dink he got posted as a guard....sumwhere near bedok i dink..cant rmb...aniwae...i hope he take care....
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
blog gt prob wox...yesterday got post but nvr come out i wan edit it it says blog error...not allow to republish also...blog no gd...wakaka...aniwae todae i skip morning class cause damn tired then headache eat panadol then died on my bed....aniwae....then juz nowtook cab to sch...no choice cause raining heavily...hah....aniwae.....todae first person to greet me is abg...not bad..aniwae....sch todae is bored..i only coming for 2 hrs then go home le.....haven eat yet...alamak...later go bedok eat ba...c first.....
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Sunday, August 13, 2006
i'm sossosososossoosssosososoosos tired wox....alamak siak....the whole day like running....zzzz...morning go gym...until afternoon.....then go home...then go out compass point then go home then go esplanade c fireworks...running all the way so tiring....zzz....but aniwae....i feeling much better le...thx all for the concern n console....thx....but dun bother if i look sad...i'm alwaes sad..juz take care ah......all....aniwae nth much happen...my bro come back from taiwan le..ok la..no change....like tat lohz...aniwae he come back le gd lohz...tmr got teambuilding but i think i'm not in the condition to climb la...my leg muscle very pain...zzz...i c how ba maybe cabok home...or maybe stay c....depends...
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Thursday, August 10, 2006
happi birthday dad its ur birthday...whever u r take care.....today went out with qm hui n michele...de whole day siaz damn tired haha...then i bought one board short n one t-shirt....oops...spend 140 bucks in a day again....i muz save money siak.,...cannot spend le...ahhh....aniwae after tat me hui qm went to bukit panjang to find an..haha...had our dinner there.....nice man...aniwae....me n hui waited for an to finish work then we went off together ...then juz now i reach home le...shower then now blog tired siak...i forgot tmr got sch hehe....alamak.....i thought is saturday...but soon i slping le...my eyes now red le...ok selamat malam
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Saturday, August 05, 2006
i'm dead tired man....sch works r piling like mad....stress conquer me.....how i miss her....haiz.....leaving mayb the right choice....i dun haf time animore...sch i hate u.....idiot siaz.....test projects exams...seminar....voluntary works also...y man...y m i so buzi....haiz....how i miss thai....work load alot...but....work is fun there....with everyone ard u chatting...fun...n less seriousness in it....everyone enjoying work there...doesnt require much brain power juz force...i think i really going to fall soon...cant take it animore....i really nid to relax myself....i wan go beach again...but its seven month mum dun allow...haiz....nvm ba....hope someday ppl free ask me out....BUT no shopping pls...i going poor le.....spending 800 in 3 days is my limit....man dun noe took how long to save de...n i spend like in a flash....haiz....now i throw my card at home le...juz to prevent myself from swiping n signing....relax ah jon..... i thx hui² an michelle n jac...for showing concern to me when i'm down i'm touch....i dun think i will forget that person 4 sumtimes...really took alot out of me....i'm really tired le....i nid a super gd long break....long in sch animore not at home animore...juz sumwhere far...i dun mind back in thai....but...due to time consumption n work loads n sch...i cant do tat animore....ns is coming after me soon...it seems like i haf to defer yet again....actually i wan ns first then study..but i scare i forget everything then die...aniwae...next week is my dad's birthday le...national day...i juz hope his alright ba...pls take care of urself dad wherevr u r....i'm sorrie i dun bother to look 4 u...cause u dun bother to call back either....u gone missing in africa for 1 yr plus....reaching 2 yrs i think....but from wat ur colleague said.....u r still alive n well-being...so if u dun bother calling back...y shld i look....aniwae....it seems like u nvr had time 4 me aniwae...so i dun care a great deal....after the day u two divorce...well it affect my life...it doesnt seem like it...from surface i'm a happie go lucky kid who doesnt care abt anithing....well....is really cause i dun show it....few ppl noes....i'm actualyl a very moody person...i seldom smile when alone.....lonliness is wat i often felt....mum is always working...i dun blame her ba...whenever i'm at home after sch...all i c is wall....ard me...no one....onli companion is a pc....so sumtimes i rather loiter ard sch n go out with frenz...at least there sumthing i can do....haiz.......aniwae dis few days cause of sum prob i'm really upset ba.....lucky got mich hui² an n jac...or i think my mind will go haywire...i really nids someone to hear me talks...everyone alwaes seems buzi ard me....from my point of view it seems like no one has the time 4 me...but i noe tat my own way of thinking...i noe there ppl who cares abt me....but i still thinks tat way....i think de wound in my heart is deep....it will take times to heal it....i hope tat person who will heal it will come soon....or else.....i may not be the me animore....recently sadness is more than my cheerfulness animore....i dun smile animore in front of my frenz animore....i dun noe....i dun act happie anymore....i dun act cheerful animore...sumone close to me told me....jon dun look so moody...very sad wox...but i dun noe cant smile...my sunshine n brightness is gone...really.....aniwae....i really miss tat person.....hope u take care.....n TO MY DAD...HAPPIE BIRTHDAY......i still think of u but its not like used to be animore....mum take care also dun overstress urself....dan also ....hope u enjoy urself in taiwan....hui² and an..wish u two all the best stay happie together...michelle hope u c ur shen shen soon...dun hate ur mum n dad...can c dey care abt u....dun wish 4 their divorce....de only reason they r together is because of u n ur bro....sumtimes u nid to show ur mum n dad....u love dem...n dun make it obvious u liek ur shen shen more than dem...it hurts dem...tat may be de reason y ur mum calls u n check of u...is because she nids a reason to find u because she miss u....juz take care ba...HAY hope i c u soon.....really miss u....phone chat yesterday was fun....how haf u been...aniwae hope sundae i got time go find u...well take care...my dear dear wifey which is no more wifey u take care too ba...will miss u..hope u find a good guy soon....TAKE CARE EVERYONE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.....................
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
yeah....i got my ipod nano today...heehee......aniwae.....today had phrase test...i cannot guess whether i pass or fail...but i noe i wont do well...because i nvr study at all.....haha.....tired la......n aniwae today onwards i'm single n available call jonjon hotline to date me ok anione...haha......tmr finally ocs last meeting le...so sad...haiz....can i not say its de last...it so touchy....haiz....but overall....i nvr once regretted dis trip...other than hay...they brighten up my life also....haha...but now..once again...i haf to find another ears again....cause she no more beside me....hope she take care.....
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
