wakaka..
gd mood..
got news..
but shh for de moment..
let u all take ur time n guess ba..
i will tell u if i feel like it..heee..
so take care dude..
heee...
luving u=)


todae..
fine pleasant dae..
i cut my finger again..
shiok.
saw mushin in de morning..
i was buying breakfast for colleague..
den happily walking..
den suddenly he from behind say hey boi..
i was liek huh..
den saw it was him..
haha..
funni siak..
hee..
ouhkie.
i had lunch with tiangpeng..
n wow..
i saw jasmon..
he was suppose to be in sch ..
wonder y he was at nyp..
n he study same campus as me.
haah.
i ask him he say competition den say confidential cant say..
haha..
funni..
nvm..
hee..
orite.
not bad..
i support huihui n hilmee..
both quick together ba..
my support to u two..
take care.
n to her..
MY DEAR I MISS U NO MORE>>
i'm back to normal..
i may look moody..
but i'm normal aite..
ppl no werri
heee..
take care...=)


ala...
kinda like hmmm no comments...
juz u n him..
so i meant nth all dis while.. ala...i'm juz a extra behind de scene(maybe)hmm not bad betta den nth...=X
ceh ceh...i'm not in de position to cut in man..
kinda sad...
but still life has to go on..
accepts de fact jon..
u haf did nth wrong so far...
juz stick to urself..
rilek peeps...
when i type tat i'm not sad or anithing..
normal aite..
so dun go tagging ask me dun sad...
ala..
n huever u all think i'm saying..
welll..
dun let ur imagination run wild..
later horse gallop out how...haha...
aite...
but still time spend with u was fun...
but sumtimes..
u nid to be fast in thinking bur..haha..next time i knock sense into ur head....
aite den todae is a rainy dae..
so ppl dun hang ur clothes out n ..
rmb to bring umbrella out when shopping wakaka...=X


ala.......didnt go vivo todae in de end..
cause was damn tired..
not feeling well oso..
was having a slight fever in de afternoon..
so ended up resting at home..
sorrie for lying to say i'm tired..
heee...
sorriee~~
o well syg sorrie wasnt able to mit u up todae..
=(..
nvm dere alwaes next time so no werri okie..
i will sure find sum time for us one..wakaka..
ala...juz now hilmee n huihui came to my house cause dey say dey had nth betta to do..
weird hee..
o well..
ended up both almost felt aslp at my house..
weird.
tired still wan come..
okie la..
u two sure on bus now..
go take early rest aite.
take care..
=)


plan xxx change todae guys..
i didnt go food hunt todae..
neither did i go vivo..
ended up eating dinner at hougang mall..
got one particular hay hay...kind of put me aeroplane wakaka..
but i'm okie with it..
use to it..
ala aniwae had dinner with shiyun..
kinda of funni cause we were bugging everywhere..
den she bought a nail polish n i was playing with it..
ended up my two thumb got polish..
now veri shiny...

LOOK AT HOW SHINY MY THUMB IS
ala...okie ba..heee...looks gay..okie..
den after tat went over to de foodcourt eat....hmm...
eat alot...hee...carrot cake den wat else hmmm beef hotplate not bad ish....


hmm alot of food rite..ish..
ouh did i mention..my bro happily ordered pizza at home..
n when i reach home juz now..
i had to stuff 4 big piece of pizza into my stomach..
ala..so full siak..ceh ceh..
o well den did some shoppin....i basically bought shoelace n ankle socks..
den she bought...ring..nail polish n comb..
wat a shopping ceh ceh..
well aniwae..juz now when decided to go home..
notice something damn funni..
haha..look at de pic...


WTH....ISNT DIS SUPPOSE TO BE A BUS INTERCHANGE...kenapa kereta itu ada di situ?
okie for peeps hu dun understand mly...it means y is a car dere okie.....
haha..isnt it funni..i was kind of laughing half my life off...hahahahahaha...
haha...ok jon channel end todae okie peeps..
enjoy more pics tmr..if i ever post it..
okie take care guys..
luv u all


ala...
posting blog at 1 am..is pretty weird..
but hey hey..
i was nvr normal...
hahha...
okie de thing i going to type now is dedicated to everione..
so dun feel left out peeps....
i love you(english)
ja kocham cibie(polish)
je t'aime(french)
hum tumhe pyar karte hae(hindi)
miluji te(czech)
lu'bim ta(slovakian)
ti amo(italian)
ya tebe kahayu(ukranian)
ish libe dish(german)
wo ai ni(wo ai ni)
s' agapo(greeks)
aloha wau ia oi(hawaiian)
tav myliu(lithuianian)
sa rang hae yo(korean)
aishiteru(japanese)
te ubsec(romanian)
volim te(bosnian)
te dua(albanian)
mahal kita(filipino)
te amo(spanish)
amo te(portugese)
annah be hebic(arabian)
aku cinta padamu(malay)


lalalala....
ppl like my entry...
start learning ok...
wakaka..
y m i in a extreeme good mood..
well normal la..
i'm pretty normal actualy...
everydae is a gd dae...
so smile ppl..
=)=)


ala...so sad...bur..
my nano drop on de floor juz now..
pull out from my bag den went hyuuuu..
den bang..
sob sob....
but i'm cool with it..
hahaha..
ala ..drop drop liaoz..
wat to do leix..
heee..
todae damn early release work siakz..
3 o'clock...
i luv it...
den reach home 3.30//
haha..
think everybody shock rite..
heee...
o well
peeps...
no nid werri much bout me man..
i'm fine alreadi..
back to normal..
heee..maybe i may stil feel sad n mis her...
but..
still
i haf to look ahead of life..
ala..
ppl...
i juz luv de world..
*smuak*
kiss de world..
*smuak*
kiss hilmee
*smuak*
kiss huihui
*smuak*
kiss my two adik
*smuak*
kiss azima
*smuak*
kiss an
...
wakaka..
i juz luv dis ppl..
ok..
jon stop being n acting so ego n emo..
hahaha..
ok i'm juz crazi..
MY CRAZINESSS HAS REACH ITS MAXIMUM...
wakaka..
ok la..take care peep..
cya alll
jon channel resume sum other time


welcome back to jon channel tonite..wakaka...
ala...
todae werking was quite fun...
wakaka...let come to de point dat...
todae not much units to change..
so was basically chatting all dae long at nyp..
saw quite a few of my frenzs todae..but didnt chat with dem..
cause with my colleague..
o well..
watever...
doesnt affect me or wat soever..
aniwe..
food at nyp..not bad actually ..
quite nice..
ppl enjoy wakaka...
ok if u asking how i feel toda..
i'm feeling aite..
hee...
ok back to my regular bugging jokes...
haha..

we all noe dat ppl find spongebob cute..
n we find things on it everywhere...
be it toys maybe at toyrus..
or maybe hmm lingeries or boxer..
ala..
all dis so common haha....

let look at dis..
i personally find it veri cute..
i got dis pic taken at de toysrus at vivo..
hehe....cute rite..
i feel like punching it on de face...
cause it looks kinda dumb..
haha... but i luv it =X

ok den dere dis guitar thingy with spongebob on it...
ala...if ppl were to play with it...
wat happens if de sound come out as ai ai captain..
well i think its oni entertainment for kids oni..=X
hu going to enjoy dis..
maybe lame teenagers..
maybe i'm one of dem hu noes..=X wakaka


o n dis..haha...de talks of de dae...
we c many shops selling dis ok..
nth to be surprised abt...
spongebob boxer..
like hw de hell did dey come up with so many designs...
dis r juz few of dem la..
u cant expect me going ard taking pic at all de shops..
de owner will sweep me out i tell ya...
...
ok ok ...i'm going to stop dis topic..
but did u noe..
dat one realli cool shop at cineleisure..
selling all type of spongebob thingy..
ranging from...boxers lingeries..N G-STRINGS!!!!!!!!
ala... for guys one..not gurls bur...
hahah...
okok o well gtg...
stay tune on my channel ...hehehe..
cya peeps=X


my hand is bleeding....
i meant my finger..
a screwdriver went slant n cut my finger..
bleeding man...
finger kinda like pain..
cant type veri fast..
but i will take my time bur.,..
o well....
todae was kinda like fun cause whole da3 kiping damn shittttiiilllyyy fulll...
yup todae catch more of my works...haha...

OMG...wat is ppl thinking nowadaes...
if superman realli appears..
den dere will be civilians ard..
of course since its a green monster...
where r de powerpuff girls=X

yeah we haf to thx god for creating us...
alhamdullilah...(arab)
shen xie xie ni..(chinese)
i luv u god..(english)
deo gratis...(italian)
arigato...(jap)
gam sia..(hokkein)
duo jie..(canto)

alaa...ppl malu la...
shy shy onli..
mcm faggot..
de story of 3 sisters together =X
.....
wat oni...
heehee...
okie stop it..
stopping being lame...
aite..more of faggot n lame story tmr...
rmb to stay tune on jon channel =X


ish ceh alamak..
nth...
regular disturbing blog..
was on de train juz now..
kinda funny..hahah
got one guy..eating lolipop or sumthing similar i guess..
he kinda look familiar..like my pri sch classmate..
he aws looking at me..
so i guess he was..
hahakx...
o welll funni thing..
he was happily eating eating..
den suddenly de train officer came..n say no eating..
den he was like..
swit onli wat...
den de officer say..
not even swit..
den he was like malu..
caues suddenly de whole train ppl looking..
den he hack care n contin eating ...
wakaka..
ok its not funni..
heee....

MUMMY WAT BIG EYES U HAF

DADDY WAT SMALL EYES U HAF???
small is dat aniwhere near to small..
ahakaka...

alalaa....
mummy got one giler guy..
mcm neck twisted...
=XXXXX=
okok enough of de bugging...heee
aite sum candid pics hhaha....

DE CHARLI's ANGELS>>>
MCM FAGGOT SIAK>>>hehehe

IF WE HOLD ON Together...together...together...


o well kinda feeling betta now...
was drinking de dae b4 at midnite...
hmm i cant imagine myself drinking again..
burr n one touch 40% alcholic drink..
wat de hell m i doing...
i woke up with a headache..not quite terrible..
juz slight only...
but still...i'm feeling much betta after releasing stress at east coast park yesterday with my adik dae all..
had a small picnic..
den was enjoying de sea..
make me kinda like forget a little trouble..
realli gotta to thx dem for asking me to go picnic..
though we plan to haf meeting in de end cancel..
thx to hali..
haiz..
i realli miss sch now..
i hope attachment end quickly n i can get back quickly..
miss de sch banana milkshake oso..
huihui hilmee...
i'm kinda fine now..
ignore me if i'm like gifing de dead looks..
haha..
juz ignore it..
i'm serious..
n farhan.. i dun wan u go ard punching ppl...
realli violent bur..
my heart is kinda like numb alreadi...
no feeling alreadi..
haiz...de words she said..realli hurts ppl alot..
alot of things happen in juz one dae..
i almost started smoking ...
but manage to stop myself..
i will regret it if i ever smoke..
o well..
den de thought of dying...
o well..
realli..
if in de world if i haf no frenzs...
my mum n bro not ard..
maybe i will jzu jump n die..
cause i wouldnt make anione sad..
so realli seriously...
i dun realli care a damn lot..
o well...
smiling smiling...
i once heard of summone telling me...
"Jon onli somone hu experiences alot..
noes how to understand n make a person smile...
but still de summone is alwaes de sad party feigning a smile..
for de sake of not letting de other party werri or sad...
de smile from u or rather de summone alwaes looks happi but still it brings a little or sorrow if de other party realli understand u...now i noe de meaning of ur smile...so i hope from todae onwards smile for my sake...not for de sake of others...
juz for urself..show dat u realli r satisfied with life n ppl..cause everytime i c u smile..i kinda like wan to cry...cause ur smile realli hides de feeling of sadness.."
dis words was once meant for me...
she said it to me..
dis girl..
well... kinda like...i guess i wont c her again..
so it doesnt realli matter animore..
i hope she stay happi as it is..not here animore...
n hmmm she not my ex so dun go thinking wild...hahaha....
o well...guess my buds...
i luv ya all...
so well take care aite..
cya guys...keje keje...
mendak siak...
haiz...


kat kerja.....mendak bur...
alamak...
bored bored..
lousy moodd...
lousy work...
lousy me...
lousy lousylousy...
ceh ceh....
haiz...dun feel like saying anithing...aite...love u peeps...


she said I HATE U ....dis mornin to me....
mood wasnt gd but i manage to bluff through work no one notice aniwae...
gd for me..i dun wanna say anithing...
i was shock...i mean...if ppl say i hate u to me i will feel damn sad...
but from her mouth...its more den sad...
its de kind of nail pin into my heart...den spray salt n acid..like wth...
i was thinking hard wat did i do...juz when i was confuse..my another frenz told me..
tat one of my frenz RIC..told her..tat i still love her n wait for her at her blk everydae...n told her parents bout wat happen...
i was like true maybe i still love her...
but de rest of de facts r juz lie man ... FAKER>>>FUKER>>>STABBER...
dun add words to my action n my mouth n i did nth of de sort...
if u parents found out wat actually happen between us..
i made no comments...
at de least i didnt say anithing...
it doesnt concern me..
so wat if i still love u...
it means tat u dun noe me well enough...
so rite..so wat u wan to say nonbody luv me...
i'm fine with it..
so juz say it out..we broke off alreadi..
i rejected ur call so wat..
cause its simply cause of ur two time..
i knew it from de beginning..
so dun bother lying animore..
i cant take it...
i cried for u enough..
n i didnt expect myself to suddenly cry in de train juz now..
ppl were actually all looking at me..
like wat de helll...
so simply get out of my life aite..
if i miss u dat my own prob not urs...
n when u said it dis morning..
u didnt even bother listening to me..
so it juz proves...u onli think of urself..
dun regret n take back de words u say todae..
i will remember it..
" I HATE YOU "...
but still even if u say dat n de wae u treat me..
i will still say i love u for now..my hearts was pin by nail but its still struggling to be alive with de help of my adik n huihui n hilmeee....
n for u RIC>.
dun add words to my mouth..
de next time i c u ...
i will definitely punch u..
so make sure u hide..
n r u happi now..
dat ur words actually make two ppl become enemy..
happi rite..
sorrie to tell u dat...
but still fucking get lose...


jon gatal2.....
he lurves huihui...
he lurves his syg fahanah..
he lurves his pal hilmee..
he lurves his bro farhan...
he lurves his abg ami...
he lurves his two adik..sha n yati...
he lurves azima....
he lurves hali....
he lurves everione....

he lurves hui hui de most to hug n gif her kisses...
he swit talk to syg fahanah most....
he craps to his pal hilmee most..
he bully n disturbs his bro farhan de most.....
he lurves to picit his abg ami nehx nehx de most...
he lurves to syg his two adik de most....
he lurves to chat with azima de most....
he lurves to scold hali bugger de most..
he lurves to socialise with everione de most....


so my dis entry nice rite..
at de least i dun sound sad..
cause i dun noe wat to say to make u all less worri..
de most n de least i can do..
so welll cheer up ppl..
dun feel sad for me
...
later i cant tahan can cry again...
i'm kinda emotionall...
heeeee...
welll...aite....
i'm trying my best now aite..
even though saddnes is still dere...
i will try to lessen it...
try n i mean realli try..
it cant help if i cry again..
i cant control it..so..
hehehe...ouh well..
todae was tiring...
but not a sad dae..
tmr on site..
i scare veri tiring ...
so muz rest well..
haiz,.,..
okie peeps take care....alll....


nvr regretted luving u....
although i don't believe it...
from de 1st day u come into my life...
i'm still confuse y it must b u...
i won't last long if it doesn't convince me...
believe it dat my love is just for u...
i reali can't take it when it come to de end...
it's fated dat we r not together.... forever...
sometime i'm tired waiting for u...
but my love for u will nvr change for now i guess.....
...hakz...
i guesss dat all i haf to say....
well realli...
i'm so lonely all i haf to sae...
haiz...dat hw u feel being alone...
serious when all ur frenz buzi...
with keje/skool..
i dun blame but still..
de lonliness is dere...
..when we were together...
well..
u made me smile alwaes...
even de things u say sumtimes hurt..
but still we got through it..
welll..
time change..
maybe i'm juz a fool not to accept de fate..
but still even if fate spare me...
i wont spare myself..
i nvr regretted leaving u for de two weeks...
at de least..
i felt a bit of freedom..
or maybe too much..
i dun noe..
i was almost grasping for air with u..
yet i dun wan to let go..
i dun wan to hurt u..
but in de end ..
de words u said it first...
well..
maybe..
i juz thought of myself n i thought i knew u..
well sorriee..~~~
couldnt get de parts n facts of me rite..
hmm..
still u r stil lso swit in mind..
we may ignore each other now..
but i hope we remains frenzs..
even though we r not meant for each other..
noeing u for so long..
make me realise..
all things realli take times..
impossible to rush..
de possiblity for us to be togethr in de first place was zero aniwe..
yet we r together..
time proves it..
but for nwo..
even if time spare us..
i wont let us be together again..
cause i cant take de torture animore..
it realli hurts..
making me cry..
i hate myself when i cry...
n all de trouble i haf to get my frenz for console..
i'm juz a fuck up guy aite..
so everyone sorrrriiieeee...
juz dun bother me for sumtimes..
i cant take it..
at de fact i'm alwaes asking for help..
u all juz throw me aside..
dun bother me..
i dun wan to be too dependent on others..
i dun wan anione to like or luv me...
maybe dat y i irritates ppl all de times..
cause i dun wan others to care abt me..
if dey did..
if anithing did happen to me..
de sorrow would be strong for dem..
so well guys juz sorrie aite..
dun talk to me..
let me be a loner..
i dun liek to talk animore now..
in case no one notice it..
not liek i use to..
so well juz jolly welll...
jon shut de fuck up..
aite...



3 words to describe todae...
fun.....
tiring......
full.....
aite tat tat....
todae kinda forgot all my prob...
was kinda enjoying my dae i mean at nite la...
so.. welll...
i guess...
life still has to go on..
i try la ah...
hui n hilmeee...
i guesss...
currently..
u all r de sparks of lights shining in my life...
not to mention an...
realli thx..
n i'm fortunate to haf my two adik n azima hu alwaes ard me to console me..
syg i love u too..
wont forget u...
so take care all of ya..
i haf been realli trying not to cry animore..
but i juz did de dae b4 oops..
think onli an heard me cry..
thx bro..for being around..
i realli grateful...
serious..
well look at de time..
i gotta to go..
so take care my buds.,...


well does doing so much for a person realli matters..
i dun noe...it doesnt realli bother anione rite..
aniwae..
first time..
i did so much for a frenz..
nobody realise it aniwae...
no one appreciate it aniwae..
maybe..
ani prob line is juz a extra..
so jon shut up..


todae had presentation at suntec....convention...
tower 3..
wasnt nervous..
but question ask was tough..
but i was cool with it..
so it juz ended in half n hour...
cool rite...
aite i had lunch with zima todae...hee n carol...den tat tat...hehehe...
aite...i'm going to do dis through cause summone ask me to aite...
**waste my time onli =X?**

So, here it is ;
1) how old do you wish you are?
-actually i wish i was never born...so age doesnt matter

2) what do you do when vending machines steal your money?
-most prob....kick de machine...all try harder at other machines

3) do you count yourself kind?
-no i'm not...

4) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
-melayu...n french...

5) Do you know neighbours?
-onli a few

6) Do you follow your horoscope?
-nvr once...

7) Would you move for the person you love?
-dun noe...tak tahu

8) Do you believe that opposites attact?
-i dun noe...maybe its a person charms or appearance maybe...juz like sum bugger hu luvs pretty girls..

9) Favourite channel(s)?
-i dun even watch tv..mayb once a while...but no preference

10) Favourite place to go on weekends?
-home slping or maybe orchard..

11) Showers or Baths?
-bothsss

12) Do you paint your nails?
-dun think so...maybe if i did...i will look faggot

13) Do you trust people easily?
-too easily.....i alwaes get deceive

14) What are your phobias?
-nth..juz a few sentence...i hate u..dun look at me...n dun talk to me...

15) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
-nope

16) Where would you rather be now?
-outside of my house...

17) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
-all my buddies...i guess...too many to name

18) Heavy or light sleeper?
-light..

19) Are you paranoid?
-wat de hell...obviously....well...guesss urself..

20) Are you impatient?
-my patients..doesnt meet its limit...

21) Whats your favourite pick up line?
-huh..serious....icic..okie...

22) Whats your main ringtone on your mobile?
-snake

23) What were you doing at midnight last night?
-thinking n chatting on phone...

24) What did the last text on your phone says?
-take care aite abang...

25) Most recent movie you watched?
-raise your voice

26) Name three things you have on you at all times.
-standard, IPOD, HANDPHONE & WALLET

27) What colour are your bedsheets?
-hmmm blue white checkered

28) what is your favourite part of the chicken?
-thigh

29) **duknoe wat's d ques**

30) How tall are you barefoot?
-173...a aite height..i wish to be a bit slightly taller..

31) What should ur partner have in themselves?
-cheerfulnes...fun....care...concern...esteem

32) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
-nth....

33) Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
-heaven...

34) Have you received flowers before?
-gt....least expected person..

35) Does someone have a crush on you?
-like hw would i noe...i think not now ba...

36) Whats your favourite candy?
-anithin dat calls demselves sweet...i would luv it...except chocolate....dat de limits...i dun like it...tooo sweet..

37) If you have three wishes, what will they be?
-nvr in dis world...
-time go back....
-b3 abit more fucked up...

38) Four random people to do this.
-hui(i do alreadi so shhhh)
-shell
-syg
-meemee


okie i'm done...nth more./..sh...tired...go slp..bye./..


haf u ever seen such a beautiful nite~~
thx to adik yati~~
thx to hui~~
thx to adik sha~~
thx to nenek zima~~
thx to shell~~
the for de concern aite...
im aite with it alreadi~~
so dun sad for me..
i will borrow ur ears if i nid it..
realli thx~~
todae was fun had long john with zima hali n adik...was nice..
den we had photo taking session...cool heee..
kip asking passerby help us take..
all passrby damn funni..
gt one press le haven flash den when passing back to us it flash n went we look at de photo...
was cute cause cause de onli thing we c in the photo is our body...
hee more to go but i lazi typee~~
i been off from werk for two daes cause gt presentation haiz,,,,
gd or bad i dun noe... nvm fridae go back...heee


rite now i dun noe y....
but i once swear i wont do it again...
but i did again todae...
i shred my tears for her again...
well y...
is it juz so hard to forget summone...
i'm a idiot...
she juz not worth it...
well i hope i can say tat...
y..
maybe a few yrs of relationship is juz so hard to end in juz two weeks...
it juz too hard...
maybe u can do it...but not me...
i'm not tat type of guy..
u dun noe me well enough...
sumtimes...
i feel lonely...
its even hard to get someone to listen to u talk..
or maybe talk to summone...
all r juz too buzi...
i'm leading a fuck up life...
or maybe it juz my character not to mix with ppl...
i dun noe...
either wae...
i'm not popular in ani sense..
aite....
e.g...
ppl may say i'm close to hui..
she shares all her things with me...
she hides nth from me...
i'm her gd listener...
her good pal...
her gd frenzs...
but seriously.. speaking...
i'm not de closest to her...
u all may nt thought of it..
it juz sumone else..
hakz...
i'm ok with it as long as she smiles when i craps to make her smile...
i rather she smile den cry...
everytime she crys i feel sad..
dun noe y..
i realli dun understand my self....
den..i haf been thinking of it....long~~~
i noe alot of my frenzs r hafing probs..~~
i tried console dem...
help dem...
but most of de time...
my help not nided i guesss...
i wished to share deir prob to lighten deir load....
but most of de time ...
all i get back after i say "i be ur ear, care to share...." is
either nutting or dun feel like talking abt it....
well such a feedback has make me doubt of myself...
m i realli nided...
seems like no one nids me or anithing...
maybe a few others i guess...
my mum aite...i making no comment on it....
my grandma...haiz sama no comment....
my bro hmm maybe once a while gd to me..but de recent sentence he gave me..
make me realli sad...
den well..my dad...i dun miss him ah...i dun noe y...maybe its juz cause he was nvr dere for me from me young to now....
or maybe for de slap he gave me for sumthing i nvr did...n it was cause of my bro who put de thing not properly...
i dun noe...
i was treated most unfairly most of de times...
maybe dat de reason i turn bad during my sec 1 n 2...
i guess..
i changed realli alot...
after i come back from thai..
n after de relationship ended...
i dun noe which affected me...
shell notice my changed n tag at my board...
i noe... i notice it myself...
maybe my attitude...
de wae i talk...
my interest...
de ppl i mix with..
i dun noe...
hilmee is a great guy....
his one hu understands others..
n willing to help n listen...
i appreciate it...
realli thx for listening..
i think if i knew u earlier..
we may be great pal...
i dun noe..
maybe tat wat i think..
my wishful thinking..
maybe...
it alwaes has been..
An said...
he miss me..
wan to chat with me..
say he nids a ear..
well...
i told him i be his ear..
i listen to him..
chat with him when he was at de lowest..
but...
he alwaes kip quiet abt his prob....
alwaes remain silent...n say nutting..
dun feel like saying...
not time to say..
or wat soever...
i thought of it..
maybe i can stop worrying abt him..
n stop calling him...
in de first place...
i called him for de first time was cause...
he was sad....
n said dat he wanted to "go home"..

well dis magic line was de line....de sentence....de words...
dat make me wan to talk to him..
n another is cause i helping her...
to talk to him..
when she left him..
i juz dun wan him to be sad...
i may not noe anithing abt him...
serious...even though i chat with him most of de time..
but de % of me seeing him is like so super low..
haks..maybe...i'm juz a extra in his life..
n my presence is not nided...
n even if i was around it wouldnt affect him..
his life would juz go on....
well den khai khai khai...
i dun noe ah u ....
when i first met u ..
well u were sad i noe..
u knew i was too..
we started chatting..
we shared problems....
we sad together....
but now..
i dun noe..
maybe...i changed or wat ...
after puasa...
de no. of times we chat is well getting lesser...
n...u dun share ur probs with me animore...
u juz kip it to urself...
aite..
i noe its none of my concern..
n i shuld juz fuck off...
so wat de big deal...
aite...
i juz kip my mouth shut...
my fingers to myself...
n my concern juz let it die..
i noe its not nided..
recently...
i'm grateful to azima..
she been a great listener...
was chatting with her de other dae during jln raya...
she a great companion...
reallii~~`
heee~~
sumtimes...i realli thought abt it...
is msn realli nided...
mine put dere like whole dae onli a few ppl will chat with me..
its alwaes de same few la actually..
hui,syg,hay,den 1 or two others...
its same...
not much diff...
i'm getting sick of msn...
maybe shuld juz uninstall n not use pc...
nth much aniwae...
welll....
for me...
life realli sux...
fuck up...
screw...
i dun noe..
i haf low self esteem now..
cause of myself...
or cause of others..
dat for others to find out n tell me...
i dun noe aite..
i'm kind of tired of life..
so i can juz jolly well....
shut up n get lose...
if i offend anione in dis post...
i'm realli sorrie..
didnt mean it..
thx~~~ bye~~~












finallyyy....
i'm blogging again...
well i nvr blog for few daes alreadi rite..
wasnt in mood to do so..
sorrie to dose hu visit without ani updates...
realli sorriee...
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~~ aniwae....
life wasnt great for me as alwaes...
but yesterday went jln raya with...
azima hayati shahila alif hali fairus yunus shahfa n mushin...
was fun tiring...
n FULLLLLLL>..
kip eating eating eating..
well jon was wearing baju...
go my frenzster c ba..
hee.~~
well fridae i gg syg house den sundae... maybe yunus...hus noes...
depends on alif dey all..
~~~ WE C HOW DEN...hah...
my colleagues kip thinking i'm indonesian...well nth wrong with tat..
but weird though...hakz~~ aite i go shower alreadi...
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