Monday, November 13, 2006
life story
nvr regretted luving u....
although i don't believe it...
from de 1st day u come into my life...
i'm still confuse y it must b u...
i won't last long if it doesn't convince me...
believe it dat my love is just for u...
i reali can't take it when it come to de end...
it's fated dat we r not together.... forever...
sometime i'm tired waiting for u...
but my love for u will nvr change for now i guess.....
...hakz...
i guesss dat all i haf to say....
well realli...
i'm so lonely all i haf to sae...
haiz...dat hw u feel being alone...
serious when all ur frenz buzi...
with keje/skool..
i dun blame but still..
de lonliness is dere...
..when we were together...
well..
u made me smile alwaes...
even de things u say sumtimes hurt..
but still we got through it..
welll..
time change..
maybe i'm juz a fool not to accept de fate..
but still even if fate spare me...
i wont spare myself..
i nvr regretted leaving u for de two weeks...
at de least..
i felt a bit of freedom..
or maybe too much..
i dun noe..
i was almost grasping for air with u..
yet i dun wan to let go..
i dun wan to hurt u..
but in de end ..
de words u said it first...
well..
maybe..
i juz thought of myself n i thought i knew u..
well sorriee..~~~
couldnt get de parts n facts of me rite..
hmm..
still u r stil lso swit in mind..
we may ignore each other now..
but i hope we remains frenzs..
even though we r not meant for each other..
noeing u for so long..
make me realise..
all things realli take times..
impossible to rush..
de possiblity for us to be togethr in de first place was zero aniwe..
yet we r together..
time proves it..
but for nwo..
even if time spare us..
i wont let us be together again..
cause i cant take de torture animore..
it realli hurts..
making me cry..
i hate myself when i cry...
n all de trouble i haf to get my frenz for console..
i'm juz a fuck up guy aite..
so everyone sorrrriiieeee...
juz dun bother me for sumtimes..
i cant take it..
at de fact i'm alwaes asking for help..
u all juz throw me aside..
dun bother me..
i dun wan to be too dependent on others..
i dun wan anione to like or luv me...
maybe dat y i irritates ppl all de times..
cause i dun wan others to care abt me..
if dey did..
if anithing did happen to me..
de sorrow would be strong for dem..
so well guys juz sorrie aite..
dun talk to me..
let me be a loner..
i dun liek to talk animore now..
in case no one notice it..
not liek i use to..
so well juz jolly welll...
jon shut de fuck up..
aite...
Monday, November 13, 2006
