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mood zero zero....

yea with de outings everithing was cool n fun..

but still..

wat up with de bored feeling ..

i dun noe..

myself animore...

sumone explain to me yea..

i dun nid care n concern from ppl..

i'm ok with it...

juz a piece of silence will do ...

beeen bz with things yea...

hmm if u r able to c juz go c la ah...

de no .of profile viewed..

damn lame dis month..

break record ah..

alamak..

return testi oso tired haiz..

well aniwae...

i'm bored bored ..

nt bored because nth to do..

juz bored ...

i dun noe hw to explain de feeling..

maybe yea..

its alwaes de emptiness feeling i'm talking abt..

maybe tat..

o well.

i dun noe ah..

take careeeee..

till den den

post post post n new post yea..
been feeling bored dis few daes..
weather been bad..
but i still hit out though..
dun wish to stay at home hakz...
cold ehk..
todae christmas eve nite.
gt date out..
but i'm juz plain lazi..
decided to stay at home..
dun feel like going...
thx to de touching weather..
aniwae..
been home late for quite a while alrdi..
been reaching home at 6 am in de morning.
late ehk u think.
ok la..
hakz..
aite.....
anithing..
find me on msn n chat..
haha..
take care





Maybe its Because I understand U too Well..
Dat Y i'm sad..
without u ard..all i cn do is listen to de breathing of de wind....
but dere sumthing call time dat exist...
saying dat we wont haf ani prob anithing cn be solve...
but nw....
maybe its because i noe u too well..
dat i cant verified de heartbreaking decision we made...
regrets are alwaes faced alone...
sorrie is all u cn say...
i'm still sad....
i still miss u deeply....
...........................................
de feeling i had...
de emptiness feeling...
juz wat is it..
i dun noe animore...
de feeling of nt havin anione by my side....
i dun haf a dad so wat...
he lose i cant do anithing...
not even make a fucking police report...
i dun noe i dun miss him,,,
maybe because he wasnt ard in de first place for me to miss him...
my grandma(father side) dun like me so wat..
as long as i'm filial to her...
i dun care wat she say or comments...
i dun care...
so wat if she likes my bro more....
so wat if she dun even wan to c me animore..
i dun hell care..
she dun noe how to treasure wat ard her...
she bullies those hu r gd to her....
even my mum...
be glad my mum still care abt her,,,
my parents r divorced..
so she no more my mum mother-in-law...
my mum can choose to hack care her...
so stop paassing sarcastic remarks on ppl..
its irritating...
n stop making things up...
u may not notice it..
but de ppl u staying with now...
dey r treating u veri well...
so stop saying dey r being cruel to u...
i dun enjoy it everitime u call n complain...
few time each dae...
rather tiring to pick up ur phone....
my dad missing case is becoming a prob...
i'm having a headache ardi..
dis probs r adding up to me..
maybe dat y i feel tired of everithing...
..............
all dis n no one to shout at...
noone to complain to...
no one dere to lend me a shoulder to rest on...
o'm getting tired...
i juz hope life end quickly...
i find no meaNING to it.
hmmm maybe one thing...
my frenzs hakz....
i noe u all ard for me thx zima huihui hilmee..
thx...
sumhow nowadaes.....
i find dat u dun noe u at all....
AN......
i dun noe..
do u realli find chatting with me interestin...
or do i juz simply irritates u..
i dun noe...
sorrie ah if my words hurts u ..
i dun noe animore ah bro...
sorriee..
maybe i show u too much concern alrdi...
dat i'm rather tired of it...cause ur reply will alwaes be so touchhing pall thx...
say sumthing new pls...
n i hope once a while u ask me y i'm nt happi..
instead of saying..
ouh not happi ah..
take care of urself aite....
den u will start pouring all ur probs on me again...
i'm veri grateful to haf u as a frenz.......n will help u of course lend u ear everithing...
but i'm not a machine....
dere time i'm sad too..
so choose de rite time to pour ur things on me..
n once a while...try not making me even sadder...
like tat dae was telling u i'm sad alreadi telling u my prob..
den u go add remarks say my fault everiting...
thx a dude....
u didnt make me angry dat dae so dun kip thinking i;m angey...
i juz lose de mood to talk alreadi///
sad alreadi aite dun worsen de condition...
but aniwae...
i'm glad i once had u...
thx pal...
take care...
..................................
aite u all asking me y i'm sad rite...
dis is half de reason...
de other half...
i dun feel like saying..
i will say when i find de moment..
so dun ask me aite...take care

Labels: ......glad i once had u

haiz..
recently..
having de empty feelin dat i had few yrs ago..
dun noe y it started again..
sum girl manage to walk me out of it..
dis time hus going to do it hakz..
nvm is wokie...=X...
lonliness used to it...
aniwae...
de feeling is sumhow like..
for e.g...
u had a bottle of empty coke bottle..
dat wat my heart feels..
empty..
maybe de wound dere had drain all my blood..
maybe tat oso explain y i'm feeling moody..
i dun noe..
sumthing i cant explain it myself.
its juz so pain dere juz thinking of it..
each breathing proves so hard too...
i'm afraid i'm going off soon..
but still..
i'm gg to try standing ..
try..i dun wan to gif up nw..
since i pass it.
so de feeling juz bloody shit get out of my life..
...
my frenzs..
hmm..
try not to talk to me..
for few daes..
dun realli feel like talking now =(..
sorrieee..
take care aite... u all..
n my attachment two more dae to go..
den end..
till den..
i wish to be alone..
thx...n i guess i wont be blogging for a few daes sorrieeeee


i actually did sumthing weird todae haha....
i drank 7 packet of chrysantamum n 1 can of it..todae..
can u believe it hakz.....


c now u believe ..
i'm so crazi....
soon will be getting diabettes..hakz...
peep stop me..
3 more daes n i complete my attachment..
kinda tiring having to wake up earli to go sch..
cant even cabot ..
boring tau..
alamak..
but still nvm..
sun going to nite safari with huihui hilmee shell jac ah dey all..
=)..
hope i enjoy it heee...
maybe i shuld ask sum ppl go oso enjoy enjoy together but..
i guess nvm i skip it..
aniwae..
was kinda moody yesterday at nite..
talking to him didnt cure my moodiness..
it got worst hakz=)..
nvm i'm not angry at u all wat..
take care aite....heee




still got pic but dun noe y cant upload weird..
nvm i uplaod de next time =)..
aite after de whole thing end..
me huihui jac michelle hilmee go all admiratly lepak until got police come at 1 am plus haha..
cause make too much noise =X..
but nth happen so rilek oni heee..
okie ba i wan rest tle =)


hurting sumone was nvr wat i meant to do..
sorrieee gurll....
read ur blog..
dun sad aite =)
jon still ur frenz..
nth change..
i'm me n still me=)
juz a guy with attitude n problematic..=)
so take care jaga diri=)

okok... for yesterday trip hee...
was nice..
at east coast yeah=) huihui birthdae =)
funni bur...
me n isa go mac fetch an halfwae rain..
den we run to mac..
heee....
den we thought of those at de picnic area..
huihui dey all=X...
think dey all wet cause caught in rain..
lucky me n isa fast enough wakaka..
so i guesss dey stuck dere in shelter cant do anithing..
guess wat ..
me isa n an..
ended up at mccafe...
enjoying coffee n aircon=X
...
wakaka....
ok later kena slap by dem =X

was fun...de dae..we mad...nur..
kinda fun with her ard..
her swit singing n everithingy=)
den mad syed..
de guy hu called me gay...few months back..
haha..heard from huihui i think..ala is wokie =X


den khai veri long nvr c him...
equally fun guy heee..
lynnn alwaes fun with her ard =)...
qiaomei fun oso..
play water together yeah yeah..
n khaiz cook nice siak de food..
sedap sedap..
but..
sangat pedas ah..
de mee goreng siak la..
okie i going post sum pic up =)





when i say hey..
its a wonderful saturday=)
everithing was gr8 helping my grandma celebrate her birthdae even though ..
she dun realli like me..
i'm cool with it..
ppl say i damn fierce =X...
i say wokie oni..
i juz gt my own attitude..
but i'm frenly ah where got fierce..
u approach me talk i sure reply wan..
no werri wakaka...
aniwae..
so touchhing ah..
sumone say i look 15 =X not 18...
so gd to be young again..
lalal..hakz..
tmr de dae..
huihui birthdae..
finally dear gurl growing up so touchin..
nice tmr will c khaiz dey all...
super long nvr c him...
ceh ceh..
nice oso he cooking =X
juz now i go back office in de afternoon..
de engineer inside..
c me mcm c ghost...
aking me hw come i here..
haha..
damn funni siak..
i say come back take book oni..
rilek ppl..
wakaka....


alala..
done..
spend my 4 hrs doing my current blog=X
i think not dat nice..
but at least on my first try is wokie..
yeah..
first ever blogskin created by me..
haha...
got sum help from a similar owner skin..
got a bit of code for reference..
heeeee....
i dedicate dis blogskin to my frens=)
i luv u all heee.....
n azira thx for all de help..
nice noeing u heeee=)


another dae of blogging..
i gt a feeling i'm losing myself again..
but i hp i can cling on to de current me...
i dun noe hw long i can last but still i muz try..
sorrie bur ur dad scold u cause of me..
i feel bad..
cause he talking to u n u talking to me at de same time..
den he scold u ...
sorrie pal..
realli sorrie=(..
i scald my hand yesterday..
power trip at my house..
n when i try to fiz it..
de thing juz when *bang*..
n got sparks..
n i burn my fingers....
i'm juz so accident prompt alamak=X..
i wonder y ppl juz kip asking me when i gg find a new gurl..
rite now i'm answering so listen..
i wanna be alone currently..
hurt too many ppl in de process..
of course i haf frenzs...
i noe i'm being take care n loved by dem..
realli thx..
sorrie for nt letting u noe i'm moody aite..
i noe u cn hear from my voice..
take care ah sorrie again..
i seems to haf a habit of saying sorrie ah heee=X..
okie c pic todae yeah yeah..

DIS IS AN...my fav pal..wakaka...luv u dude..
dun miss me aite =X..
enjoy talking to u most..wakaka..
thx for alwaes being by my side=)touching ah..
luv u AN

dis guy is hilmeee...
didnt get to noe him long..
but overall his a gr8 guy..
lameasshole =X..jking oni..
i anihow oni hee..
but i juz luv to noe him..
luv u hilmee

presenting huihui..
de horniest gurl u will ever noe..
she jus simply horny wakaka..
but..
she a gr8 gurl..
frenly..
gatal..n so on n for..
i luv chatting with her too..
n let say..
i'm consider quite close with her=X..
okie la..
i luv u huihui wakaka...=)
dere r 3 mote ppl bur..
but i cant seem to find ani gd photo..
will upload once i find it..
but first let say dey r
..
adik sha..
adik yati n zima..
heee..
aite luv u all too wkaka..
okie la..
i guess i'm gatal too..
so mani ppl to luv..
hakz ..
aite i guess gtg ...
rather late now..its 3.12am..later got work so muz slp..
=)


thx for chatting ...
thx for noeing u..
good luck to huihui hilmee khai qiaomei shuling eames qi hsien for ur exam....
GOOD LUCK TO AN...tmr gd luck bur..heee...
but happi to say..
i simply luv my frenzs..
so cool to haf u all ard..
but dere r still buggers hu exist hu dun reply sms..
n u noe hu u r=X..
wakaka..
o well..
ceh ceh...
i'm sorrie ppl..
if i'm not understanding enough..
i tried its not wat i wan..
sorrie bur..
moody moody moody me..
gurll..
thx for understanding..
thx for still chatting..
but luv u bur =)..
take care aite ..
without me..
u still haf frenzs ard u no werri..
cause ur de understanding star born once in a million time..
ur a great person..
juz dat i'm not gd enough=)..
but cause of dis..
i will try to learn
try to change..
my life everydae taught me sumthing new..
including being truthful..
to u ..
to frenzs..
to everione..
..
but..
dat one thing abt me..
i'm too naive bur..
i believe everithing ppl say..
maybe tat y i'm wat i m todae..
sum ppl say i'm smart..
but i'm not..
if i guess wat u r thinking..
maybe cause i understand u alittle..
o well..
take care people..
i'm still struggling to change..
so while i'm doing tat..
i wan u all to noe tat..
i juz simply luv all of u..
especially to u..
my pal wakaka an..
thx for alwaes being dere..
n u gurl hu alwaes make me sad n happi at time..
miss lin huihui..
wat de hell u..
n hilmeee punky kid...u ah..i wish i can bash u sumtimes=X...
n of course my adik n zima..luv u two=)


sorrie for hurting u..
sorrie for leaving u..
sorrie for watever i done..
sorrie for making u sad..
sorrie for making u angry..
sorrie for noeing me..
sorrie for everithing..
i'm not de guy for u..
i'm not even a gd partner..
i cn be a person gd pal..
but i cant be a gd person lover..
i juz sux ..
well..
not blaming anione..
thx to her slightly dat i change ..
but still..
i'm starting to get afraid of it..
bgr..wth is tat..
de term seems so unfamiliar...
i looks normal now..
hee..
act normal now..
i shuld juz stay dis wae..
alone..
single..
dun feel sad pls..
dun cry pls..
dat all i cn say..
wat cn i do..
i'm juz a useless piece of shit..
so peeps..
it best u all dun noe me..
dat betta..
i'm sorrie for making u happi.. n sad at de same..
realli sorrie..
but still i hope we r still frenzs..
let it stay ba..
take care..
still i gotta say de final to u..
love u take care*smuak*..
n...sorriee..deo gratis..


ceh ceh ceh......
i had fun...
at orchard to vivo..
playing ard...
with peeps..
wakaka...
taking photos..
vivo fireworks...
cablecar...
wow..
juz so much fun..
nice noeing u lynn..
heee...
so swit ah...
ceh ceh..
u go date huihui ba..=)
n juz now had dinner with an..
not bad..
veri long nvr c him..
so touching..
he pervert bur..
anihow touch me=X..
later i picit him den he noe..
dun anihow touch touch..
=x..
haha

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