Saturday, December 16, 2006
sad....
Maybe its Because I understand U too Well..
Dat Y i'm sad..
without u ard..all i cn do is listen to de breathing of de wind....
but dere sumthing call time dat exist...
saying dat we wont haf ani prob anithing cn be solve...
but nw....
maybe its because i noe u too well..
dat i cant verified de heartbreaking decision we made...
regrets are alwaes faced alone...
sorrie is all u cn say...
i'm still sad....
i still miss u deeply....
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de feeling i had...
de emptiness feeling...
juz wat is it..
i dun noe animore...
de feeling of nt havin anione by my side....
i dun haf a dad so wat...
he lose i cant do anithing...
not even make a fucking police report...
i dun noe i dun miss him,,,
maybe because he wasnt ard in de first place for me to miss him...
my grandma(father side) dun like me so wat..
as long as i'm filial to her...
i dun care wat she say or comments...
i dun care...
so wat if she likes my bro more....
so wat if she dun even wan to c me animore..
i dun hell care..
she dun noe how to treasure wat ard her...
she bullies those hu r gd to her....
even my mum...
be glad my mum still care abt her,,,
my parents r divorced..
so she no more my mum mother-in-law...
my mum can choose to hack care her...
so stop paassing sarcastic remarks on ppl..
its irritating...
n stop making things up...
u may not notice it..
but de ppl u staying with now...
dey r treating u veri well...
so stop saying dey r being cruel to u...
i dun enjoy it everitime u call n complain...
few time each dae...
rather tiring to pick up ur phone....
my dad missing case is becoming a prob...
i'm having a headache ardi..
dis probs r adding up to me..
maybe dat y i feel tired of everithing...
..............
all dis n no one to shout at...
noone to complain to...
no one dere to lend me a shoulder to rest on...
o'm getting tired...
i juz hope life end quickly...
i find no meaNING to it.
hmmm maybe one thing...
my frenzs hakz....
i noe u all ard for me thx zima huihui hilmee..
thx...
sumhow nowadaes.....
i find dat u dun noe u at all....
AN......
i dun noe..
do u realli find chatting with me interestin...
or do i juz simply irritates u..
i dun noe...
sorrie ah if my words hurts u ..
i dun noe animore ah bro...
sorriee..
maybe i show u too much concern alrdi...
dat i'm rather tired of it...cause ur reply will alwaes be so touchhing pall thx...
say sumthing new pls...
n i hope once a while u ask me y i'm nt happi..
instead of saying..
ouh not happi ah..
take care of urself aite....
den u will start pouring all ur probs on me again...
i'm veri grateful to haf u as a frenz.......n will help u of course lend u ear everithing...
but i'm not a machine....
dere time i'm sad too..
so choose de rite time to pour ur things on me..
n once a while...try not making me even sadder...
like tat dae was telling u i'm sad alreadi telling u my prob..
den u go add remarks say my fault everiting...
thx a dude....
u didnt make me angry dat dae so dun kip thinking i;m angey...
i juz lose de mood to talk alreadi///
sad alreadi aite dun worsen de condition...
but aniwae...
i'm glad i once had u...
thx pal...
take care...
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aite u all asking me y i'm sad rite...
dis is half de reason...
de other half...
i dun feel like saying..
i will say when i find de moment..
so dun ask me aite...take care
Labels: ......glad i once had u
Saturday, December 16, 2006
