Saturday, March 31, 2007
a dae at work..
a dae at home..
a dae in bed ..
a dae out..
haha.
life is tiring man.
woo..!!
but rest rest rest rest/..
hakz//
well..
hmmmm lucki gt frenzs ard..
tat make life interesting..
hard to find sum1 to chat at nite though.
but im ok with it ..
go slp lohz.,.
ahah.
dun disturb ppl oso =).
haha..
hey hey..
todae getting my merit woo 400 bucks..
ish lagi shiok haha!!!
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Monday, March 26, 2007
im getting my attitudes ya nowadaes..sorrie..ppl.sorrie hui2..i noe my attitude gt ahead of ya..sorrie girl..dis few daes.not in a gd mood....well..i suddenly feel..im such a worthless person.haha.indeed i m..if i get hurt..ppl say.padan muke or serve ya rite.when dey make promises...dey say..hmm forget abt it when de times comes..when ppl find me.nt because dey wanna chat.is cause dey gt things nid help.a person. find me oni if he nids songs..a person. finds me oni if shes/he is boreda person. finds me oni if gt probs n nids a listener.but when a time comes when i nid a person to chat with when im bored..well.its alwaes seems like no one dere.a chat in msn..replys nvr came..a call on phone.de other side nvr picks up de phone.a sms goes..was nvr answered.haha.maybe in de end..im made fer ppl..nt fer myself haha.well.sorrie if my blog made anione angry but.nvm.sorrie.sorrie.sorrie.wellguess im off to sum emo thingy ..sorrie ppl...cause tat me.........but im lucki maybe.i do haf a gd buds.who lends me deir ears..i mean.well.i dun share it though.i luv to suffer alone.i luv to sobs alone...i dun wan my probs to affect others...
Monday, March 26, 2007
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Emptiness...
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Frenz range..
Frenz Range...
Best Frenzs....Other Frenzs...Then Jon..
Family Range...
Brother...Grandma...Blah Blah Blah..Then Jon..
Maybe But im thinking too much but..
well..ppl alwaes find me fer a reason...
request help blah blah blah.
im okie..
no werri =)
juz dun overdo it..
like if ya wan me to help u find songs lol..
pls slowly at a time.
im nt a dl station ok.
dun bomb super mani song to me at a time..
i oni gt 2 hands n a pc..
pls.
thx...
n well.
i kinda hates promises..
i had mani promises from frenzs =)
tat gr8..
well but..
nobody kips it at all..
i mean..
haiz.
maybe im nt worth it..
is ok.
i once again..
step into my own cozy home..
but is it cozy..
tat nth in it..
i open de door..
i oni c walls..
nth else.
no ppl no nth..
i stand alone in de darkness..
alwaes..
i enjoyed..
de rain juz now.
standing in it..
geting myself wet.
it realli..
woke me up..
i enjoyed it..
i luv standing in de rain..
=)
like it more den drinking haha..!!!
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Sunday, March 18, 2007
omg scald my hand todae..
haha..
nt pain at all..
juz all red oni..
haha..
aniwae..
is ok..
haiz..
todae was a long dae..
at home watching..
snake on de plane..
gross dose snake haha.
aniawe..
tmr work work work.
heee =)
gotta slp earli.
maybe 2 am later hee ..
take care
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Friday, March 16, 2007
im gg cut my hair todae..
haha..
trim trim trim.
den cut cut cut.
no more long hair =).
be a gd boi haah..!!!
wait i alwaes m heee =)
Friday, March 16, 2007
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
its rather hard being understood man.knew it man..haha.i dun bloody care realli..aniwae.was sorri tat i didnt make it on de study on thursdae with shell n fahanah when i say i would go..n yup i was indeed slping soundly like a pig at home.i m so proud to say tat..pls..fer goodness sake.if a sick man...runs ard actively.would it be normal..maybe im at fault i didnt say anithing abt it..sorrie den..haa..yup guess oni a few ppl noes im sick..woo~~~~fever 39 degrees to 40 style rite!!!>i luv fever with headache..especially ur ears hurts with de fever woo~~i luv fever..aniwae.was sick on wednesdae n thursdae tat y i didnt go to sch...n i oni got betta on fridae..n i took de initiative to go out to teach ppl maths..im nt all dat bad aite..at least i teach ppl..i may nt de de best.but tat de least i cn do..if i cn help..i mean..if u think i cnt help at all.y in de first place ask me out fer..i dun nid it..thx..n gd luck ray shell abg n fiq n all dos others out dere!!! gd luck fer de exam..will miss ya peeps..
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
currently..in sch...now.......posting...bored...listening tomaha karya cinta..nice song..heee.!!!dose wan take from me tau!!!!ahakz..aniwae..later will be hafing vb test..hope its easi..next week is my last dae of sch..
den i graduate..
fast ah..
haha..
i didnt realli thought much of it..
but everithing ended will fast..
sch..friends..
relationship...
exams..
but..
still..
one thing nvr change..
de daes i had..
de friends i made..
de event i joined..
de best was de overseas trip i guess..
i gotta..noe alot of few gr8 bud..
hakz..
maybe if i didnt went dat time..
i wouldnt make more new frenzs...
it change me alot...
im not like b4..
but..
whether its gd or bad i dun noe..
i kinda h8 de wae i m now..
haha..
haha,,
i aint a sadist alright but..
haha..
de wae i think change alot...
haha..
its kinda bad i noe..
hahaha,,
but still guys it all gr8 noeing u all hee =);
take care all!!..
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Thursday, March 01, 2007
I wont be blogging..
nt in de mood..
todae..
come to thnk of it.
i h8 it..
when ppl cry cause im nt thoughtful enough..
my grandma cried cause i wasnt willing to go to my dad house..
n my bro scold me fer tat.
m i a bastard..
i m .
making a old woman ..
cried.
damn it.
fuck siak jon.
cibai kia..!!.
den my mum cried todae..
nt because i make her.
jzu sumthing shock her..
i cant take it.
i cant bear to c her cry...
luv her too dearly.
it juz simply make me..
down..
dun feel like talking..
..aniwae..she called me...at nite..who is she..sum1..pass memory haha..
she said to me..
juz feel like chatting with u..
dun hang up my phone..
after a few min talk ..
she hang up n she said to me dear thx....
m i a sub or sumthing..
u turn to me when u r unhappy..
kick me aside when u r ok or feeling gr8..
i'm a person who ppl turn to ..
im ok with it..
im alright with it...i dun mind giving advices..
but pls..
if when u r ok..
when i talk to u..
fd fucking sake..
reply..
dun treat me like a bin.
cibai..
dun talk to me todae..
in a bad mood...
Thursday, March 01, 2007
